Mind Games

I feel like my mind is playing games with me. I feel better, but then I look in the mirror or see my reflection and no- I do not look like I've lost any weight. Weird. 
Maybe I haven't? Maybe I have? Maybe its coming off of places I don't care about right now- like my thighs, or calves. Yeah like at this point in my journey I care if my calves have a little fat on them. Come on. Really? How about taking the fat from my ginormous stomach and the "fake" baby that resides there constantly? Maybe I should just start coming up with a new due date. . . and give up. No, not today. I will make it through today. Besides I have my sorry muscles to complain about... thanks to Heidi and evil push-ups. (don't get excited, they were on my knees)...