BLEH

That's how motivated I feel. Not at all. Well. Heidi and I are "running" in the Shamrock Run on Sunday..HA!
184.5 lbs
36.3 BF

Only 2 more days

and then I get to eat CHEESE again!
Ooh, I'm so excited. I miss cheese. But the month of February carries its own challenge: No chocolate. What am I gonna do?
I might die.


Stats:
181 lbs
30.3 BF

Two Months Later....

Wow. Its been more than 2 months. 
Sorry about neglecting you cyberspace.
Well I lost 4 or 5 pounds last week, but gained one back over the weekend. I hate the weekend. We went out to lunch. Boo.
Then I was stuck at home all day yesterday. Boo.

So here are the stats:
182 lbs
35.5 BF (yikes!)

More compliments, please!

I think it was just yesterday that a "fit" and lean young girl exclaimed to me "Look how little you are!", and I have to say at first I thought it had to be a joke of some kind. (perhaps a short joke?)
I might have stuttered out a "thank you", along as a "are you kidding me?". Not the most classy way of accepting a compliment. Oh well, hopefully there is a next time.
So, bring on the compliments. Please!?

Weekly Check In

Current weight : 185
BF%: 36.2
Well, it could be better. But that's okay. Its a work in progress. I would have like to see 6 or 7 pounds this week not just 4. just gonna try a little harder this week. Be a little more consistent. Work out one extra day or abstain from one more cheat.
Right, right?

Vegetable Disliker

I decidedly dislike vegetables. You heard me- all of you green, leafy, crunchy nutrient-rich veggies. Ugh. I want chocolate flavored broccoli florets. Or sparkly sugar-coated aspraragus spears. Or even some cheese carrots. You know, they look like carrots but actually taste just like cheddar cheese! Yes. This is my Wonka-like fantasy world. Welcome.

on again off again

For the past 2 years+ I've been blaming Kinsey, life circumstances, etc for my lack of success, but really I am the reason behind my own failure. Have those people, and things, and circumstances made it harder? Absolutely. But ultimately, grow up Heather, you're in charge. You have the choices right in front of you. 
Choose better.
Go for a walk.
Eat a vegetable.
Put down the chocolate.

Ready?
Go.